LT: 22, a lesbian immigrant from Texas who is living in the United Kingdom. Stuck around in North Wales for a while and studied English Literature with Creative Writing. Currently taking a MA in Scriptwriting at UEA and lucky enough to have an incredible girlfriend.
I reblog random shit and I occasionally post some of my writing, when time allows.
Personal posts happen, as this is a personal blog.
I'm currently attempting to recover from an ED. It's a work in progress. I post about it sometimes, but with TWs if applicable.
PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I NEED TO CHECK MY PRIVILEGE.
I'd rather know, learn and apologise than be a jackass.
I’m meant to hear back from UEA about my masters by Friday - next Monday at the latest.
It’s either going to be a ‘no’ or a ‘maybe’.
I am the antsiest motherfucker around, no question.
on one hand, I want them to respond to me NOW NOW NOW
on the other, if they respond to me too early, it’s probably a rejection
or maybe they would love me
or maybe they would tell me that I am a poopdick
ALL OF THE CONFLICTING EMOTIONS
I feel like I should be hopeful but not too hopeful but I should also prepare myself for crippling failure and a crushing death blow to my self-esteem
So now I’m just going to stare at my inbox for another 5 to 6 days.
… so, I was told that I had to scan 84 pages. My mum was lying. That wasn’t including the other documents.
I have to scan 168.
I would have to scan another 40+ if I wasn’t still waiting on documents from the bank.
…. god help me.
I don’t think I’ve ever had a headache that has made me this dizzy before
I’m not even really properly formulating sentences right now
I took a nap but the headache hasn’t gone away
and it’s almost 4 am again
and everything hurts and I am exhausted
I won’t even go to the film tomorrow - I will hand it in and go back home to sleep. I can’t cope with staying up any longer. My mind is bursting at the seams and I have all of this week to go, too. Another deadline on Friday. Fuck.
Listening to an 8tracks study mix
Why the fuck is there so much 80s synth in these otherwise classical tracks